Yesterday I got to see Lisa, I hardly get to spend time with her, and even less a few moments alone.  Basically we were surrounded by ppl all night, except for the very end when we waited on the J train... I actually missed a few trains. I kept telling her I'll take the next one, and going back to my last post, and an even older one, it's like I said, emotional vampire.  I really wanted to squeeze every last drop outta the little time we had together.  She was a little cold so she had like goosebumps, I tried to keep her warm by putting my arms around her... one problem, I'm slim and have little hands.  I had to rethink a million things last night as to where our relationship was headed.  There a little bit of uncertainty, but I like the fact that things are going down a good road, at a controllable pace.  I prayed about it and said to God that I don't know what the decision to start dating her meant, and I don't even know if I gave myself a lot to work with there.  So everything committed to God I said if you can create everything ex nihilo, I am assured that you can take the little I have and make it great.  In term's of this relationship, I hope God guides it.  She's her priorities strait and is very good at sticking to her word, and loyal.  And addressing the other issue I had brought up last post, she said she would go to church with me a couple of weeks in a row... haha, we are kind of avoiding going to my local church, instead we are going to another one, where no one knows either of us... sad to say, but people talk and can't really mind their own business.  Especially those mothers that want me to be their son-in-law.  Another plus is that Bruno, of all people, gave her a thumbs up.  First time he has given a girl a seal of approval.  Just have to see what Rajan says... He's actually a harder critic.  Avi's a pushover... he likes her already.  Either ways im the one who has to date her,right?  And I couldn't be happier! Sam, you didn't welcome me to the club...

No Longer Single,

-Dean N. Gunraj